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my life has taken a very drastic turn.
I work 2 jobs, and I'm a full time student (final year of University)
I spend my friday, saturday, sunday (and every night really) locked in a computer lab all by myself
but despite the lack of sleep and permanent red eyes
I'm happier than I've ever been.
I never understood how people just stopped drawing. It seemed like such a waste, especially those of a particular talent.
But I get it now.
Drawing is selfish. It's self indulgent, something I did for myself to make myself happy.
And by surrendering it I made room for something much bigger and more important.
10 years later
I'm 28 now. I can't believe how much life has changed in 10 years. No, i'm not returning. I just wanted to stop by and say thank you Hetalia fandom for all the fun. It's surprising to see the fandom is still kicking. All of you are amazing. Boogily and I are still best friends. And we're still filthy weebs. Hell yeah. Cheers.
fuck kids.
This weekend children have made me discover I am old.
This is the worse birthday of my life
also because it's not my birthday
It's not about maturity or common interest because the intelligence level is about the same, but just that they can eat nonstop and not die. I use to pride myself in being a food vacuum but after spending a week with kids, their Texan father, and a cupboard full of candy I realize I am a weak human being and my metabolism has passed away.
It's not only the eating, it's the:
"Hey let's eat this entire bag of Cheesies AND THEN WATER TUBING YAY" FUCK.
my stomach lining is decaying.
Yesterday after steaks, lamb, pot
send me a note
I have no friends.
Can someone please be my friend?
milk VERSION 2
fuck
is anyone even on deviantart anymore?
or have you all gone to tumblr.
I'm so ridiculously old, I need to die.
***
Allot of you are asking where I've been, but I've given all of you different answers, so I suppose I'll HAVETO explain my absence here.
I have literally been sitting in my room for an entire year.
Just staring at my computer.
Doing buttfuck nothing.
At one point I fell for someone and became obsessed with them, and it took a pretty big toll on me.
Fortunately summer happened and I moved back to whateverthefuckvillage I live in Canada, away from soul sucking friends and ....back with my mom......
why mother....why.
© 2013 - 2024 hoogily
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DRAWING IS NOT SELFISH.
How could YOU, ONE OF MY FAVORITE ARTISTS say that?
And the art you create is not only for you. on the contrary, it is mainly for others.
It is something you create by yourself, you put pieces of your soul in it and I think it is the most beautiful thing that human can make.
It is something you can share with others.
I just want you to know that I like your style and drawings ;-;
And thank you for all the motivation and hope that your art has ever given me.
Being a true artist is really hard and amazing. And you will always be one.
How could YOU, ONE OF MY FAVORITE ARTISTS say that?
And the art you create is not only for you. on the contrary, it is mainly for others.
It is something you create by yourself, you put pieces of your soul in it and I think it is the most beautiful thing that human can make.
It is something you can share with others.
I just want you to know that I like your style and drawings ;-;
And thank you for all the motivation and hope that your art has ever given me.
Being a true artist is really hard and amazing. And you will always be one.