my life has taken a very drastic turn.
I work 2 jobs, and I'm a full time student (final year of University)
I spend my friday, saturday, sunday (and every night really) locked in a computer lab all by myself
but despite the lack of sleep and permanent red eyes
I'm happier than I've ever been.
I never understood how people just stopped drawing. It seemed like such a waste, especially those of a particular talent.
But I get it now.
Drawing is selfish. It's self indulgent, something I did for myself to make myself happy.
And by surrendering it I made room for something much bigger and more important.